Its been about 12 hours since I last heard Dippy's voice when he finally called me last night, and no, I'm not coping as well as I thought I would.
I miss him, and last night was sleepless. Turns out it's the same for him when we exchanged messages early this morning at 5.30am. My heart breaks because it's the first time I see him up so early. I am so pathetically hopeless emotionally.
It just struck me. I've no one to pamper now.
11:45:00 am