I realise this 20th month will be the last one where I'd get to feel Dippy's presence on the very day, and the 12th of the next three months will be spent outwardly single. Dippy's [yes, laugh all you want Por / Quiz / Vanns] going off to Tekong. He'd be back just before the 2nd year, and it's beautiful how time flies by and chooses to blur the upsetting moments that reside deep within.
This isn't a case of me being a dependent, clingy girlfriend, but I can't bear the thought of not receiving daily messages from him and being unable to share with him snippets from my daily life. He's been messaging me consistently ever since I received my first mobile phone in Secondary 2, and integrated himself into my life since then.
We watched Kingdom of Heaven today, and I love the script. The cinematography isn't fantastic - every other aspect of The Last Samurai beats it hollow. The neutrality of the whole movie pleases, and the wit teases. I wish I were an Arabian queen who rules the shifting Saudi sands. Wartime romance is such a seller, and over-rated. I wish I could bring myself to disagree, but I can't.
Dinner with the Zies was dandy as usual, despite the gaping silence of Bobs and Pams. I really miss them; there isn't anyone like them at CJC. Wans and her no-nonsense / loving ways, Quiz and her noisiness and sudden outbursts, Vanns and her constant entertainment, and Sheez who's getting prettier by the day. We took countless shots at LOVE again, and Glass House seems to have become a Zie hangout.
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